My Dear Friends~~

Long time didn't upload post at here already, :) Sorry, because busy with my assignment, every week also need to pass up assignment is kind of very stress job to me. Makes me stress while I shop, sleep, nap, play~~ :(

Suddenly feel that time pass very fast~~ And my dream comes true~~ but my long term dreams not yet accomplished and still need to wait~~ No worries, very soon, I'll back to my lovely country~~ :) With all the person who love me, :) Can eat lots of delicious food with economy price~~

Happy that I can have a real white Christmas this year, happy new year to all of you too~~ muaks~~ ^^

萬千星輝賀台慶 (42) 2009 花舆琴的流星 馬浚偉，陳法拉_xvid.avi

徐子珊 - 讀心術

[081224勁歌金曲] 鍾嘉欣&胡杏兒 - Yesterday Once More

[絲415@Tudou] I will always love you - 胡杏兒 Myolie Wu

♫ Anastasia - 'Once Upon A December' Lyrics ♫

誓言/徐怀钰

因果定律 - 命里的财库

好朋友

和好朋友约会，睡过了约会可以改点儿。迟到了说几句就完，得让她知道我已经等她好久了。 和好朋友一起吃饭，谁多谁少谁付账不算计那么精。 和好朋友一起聊天，没心眼儿的随便胡说。 和好朋友一起逛街，通常评论街上的行人。说一些好笑的话。 和好朋友一起家呆，总是呆不住，半夜就能溜出去。 和好朋友一起工作，总是有说有笑，有打有闹，一天过得很快。 和好朋友一起伤心，不停诉说自己的伤心事，可以倾听和理解还有劝说。 和好朋友一起开心，不是去那就是去这。 和好朋友短占的约会，不管呆多久，经过她家乐就出来聊聊。 和好朋友在一起总是很开心。短占的时间也很好！

I am not a happy person

Sometimes feel curious of some people who always very happy, but I can't. Some people like me because of my smile, but I am not a person can smile all the time. This moment I can be very happy by watching happy movie/drama, or happy story, next minute I can affected by some sad story or cruel news of others.

Some people can lives happily like no tragedy happens in this world, but I can't. Sometimes I also dont know why I worry too much about others thing, not relevant to me also, but I can feel their pain. I am easily affected in conclusion.

Autumn~~

A beautiful environment, a nice that I wish I can experience it again~~

Get back..

This place I have seen before in my computer background picture. A very fantastic place that makes me feel so surprise. When I choose to come Chatsworth, never imagine this place can be so amazing.

Recently I am in a very silent mode~~ Means I have to find back my happiness as soon as possible when I back to Malaysia. Missing home and best friends so so much. Every minute at here also keep thinking of Malaysia. I think I the only one person who keep missing home, I guess. Majority of them are very excited, didn't miss home also. Therefore, I am considered very awkward among them.

Recently keep on sick, do not know what had happened. Immunity gone worst, fever, flu, headache, and sore throat all come together. Maybe is because of the worse experience I experienced that day. Hmm.. very sad, scary experience. I always pray god do not let me experience it again. My heart nearly jump out. I scare I will heart attack since my heart is not very healthy in nature.

Knowing

Just finished watch an old film. It is a movie on year 2009 which get lots of rewards. Talking about the secret of the number.


This is a movie that hold my eyes on every second to the screen, because I can't found any boring moment in this movie. Hmm, a very nice movie, but it is a bit scary for me, because I watch alone in my room. In this movie, everyone die in the end, just the one who been chosen can leave the earth and go to heaven.

Harry Potter

Finally finished watch all 8 episode of Harry Potter(1-7 + part2, totally is 8 episode), the website usually I used to watch drama or movie do not have Harry Potter Deathly Hallow part2 , so I have to find other sources online, and luckily I found after search for one hour.

So happy~~ Finally can see the "you know who" die, haha..

Sadly Dumbledore die, and Severus die.. Severus got bad people look, but he is a kind person in this movie~~ :)

Enjoy very much of my life now~~

No need study, no stress, holiday, haha..

Can watch drama everyday, no need go out too often, can have privacy time, no people disturb, love quiet very much right now, very relax, wow~~ so nice the feeling~~

:) Must enjoy to the maximum during these 2 weeks.

Haha.. :)

Holiday

Watch a love drama recently, called "mei yan sam gai"，a very nice drama, I heard of this drama long time ago, but now holiday only dare to watch, one day can watch 10-15 episode, hehe..

4 day finish watch 40 episode, wow~~ hahahahaha~~

This is a very special drama, it is kinda romantic at the beginning, but the difference of this drama with other drama is that normal drama is mostly talk about the love story of the 2 main character, once they married then end already. But this drama talk about the story of a woman before she born till she old and die. Her husband and her son all die earlier than her.. Hmm..

This movie talk about the human life, it is hard to have a perfect life~~ Ruby Lim in this drama considered have a very perfect life, she gain 100% love from her husband and become a queen, however life is not just end like that, there are still a lots of other thing happens in life. War never ending in palace.



This drama capture the real life rather than a normal romantic drama. Keep talking about it is not good to stay in palace, not good to become a king, or not good to being love by a king, because there is no freedom, always jealous, war and fighting. You cant do whatever you want to do. hmm..

The most impressive part is in the beginning of this drama, Ruby Lim has a lovely good friend that help her in every condition. It is really very nice if can have such friend in life, trust you, help and never betray you no matter how, she die in the end because she doesnt want to hurt her best friend or her love. Her death in this movie making me very sad at that moment~~ This woman is quite famous in China now, I love to watch her drama.. :)

Very sad day

Hmm, realized that we cannot trust anyone 100%, including our stranger or best friend. Not because they try to harm you, it is just because they can also misunderstand something, they can misleading you.

Very sad now, I dont know whether it is actually a good thing or not if you look in another side. Normally just like to share happy things with friends either in facebook or blog, but normally I will only release in my blog, after some period then delete it.

Simply want to release some unhappy emotion here.

Haiz... complicated feeling. Maybe shoul blame myself more. Never check properly, just simply trust people. Stress is one of the factor. Or maybe I am a pessimistic person.

romantic

A romantic song~~

Breath..

Next week, suddenly feel that time pass really fast! I will be in England already!!

My brother gogo said: go there no need wear bra wo, hahaha..

And tell me a lots of bad news of England, ask me to be careful wo..

Maybe I should buy a gun to protect myself? And train my shooting skill, haha..

Today work at watson Times Square..

After tomorrow, is my last day of working parttime, because I will fly very soon, next next week. I have to stop working, to rest. Else I never rest during this long holiday. I will very suffer if I work nonstop, or no rest time. My mood will become very irritate.

After tomorrow didnt work at times square but work in a temple too, hehe.. Because wesak day is coming soon, next tuesday, so I become a volunteer to help all those work 2 month before. So I can onli rest more after next tuesday.

After that I still have to go to college to settle down my ptptn delay process, and change the celcom broadband pay methods to they send me the monthly letter, because everytime I went to post office, they also said they did not accept online printed bills. But I said every month I also pay here, they only let me pay at there. So when I am not here in Malaysia, all these things my sister have to settle, so I decide to change the bill payment method, so that easier for her to pay, since her debate skill is not that good.

After that, is time to prepare luggage, order those things that I want to bring to UK. Haha.. Thats all la, ^^

Sometimes we hurt some people

I dont want anyone sad, but sometimes we cannot avoid from hurt someone.

Sometimes when one side is happy, then the other side is doomed to be sad.

And sometimes, some decision makes two side sad, but cannot avoid from do any decision.

If you did lots of good deeds, you can get anything that you want surprisingly..

Sometimes you will afraid, when you have nothing, but once you think about it, the things will comes to find you. Means that, what you want, will comes to you.

Its really very weird, last time when I want to know something about hypnosis, I google find it, then one uncle in wet market that quite familiar with me introduce me his nephew that also study psychology in UKM, and then I experienced the process too. It make me more understand about hypnosis.

My wishes is almost becomes reality now, just left few things that cannot be seen. I just believe it will happens.

Strongly agree with some sentence saying that if you are very hardworking on working for yourself, you are just getting what you should get in this life. However, when you keep doing some good deed and donate money or material that you have to others that in need, you can get whatever you need or want, people will give you.^^ You will get it automatically.

So please be more hardworking, volenteer to help people. Love anything that have life. You can and you will have better life in your future. ^^

They said: If you are doomed to have big amount of money, you can success no matter what you do. Such as success in business or win toto or any investor. But if the people are doomed to be poor, then even they are able to steal or get many money from donator, their money will be finished in the end.

Gonna miss home very much...

Will leave home for one year this time.. Wish can move house as soon as possible, so that they wont throw my things. Now we are planning to renovate my house. Never renovate before. I can also help them to carry something, release their burden too before I fly to UK.^^

I am very busy these days, keep prepare and settle many things before I fly to UK. I still need to buy webcam for them because I want to chat with them when I stay at UK. I also need to download adobe into my laptop, because after I get my laptop fixed, they format my laptop to window 7, so lose all those software, have to install and download again. Haiz..

Have to gather with family and friends more, haha.. Because I cant see them for quite a long time. Normally I just stay at home, doesnt want to go anywhere because I want to save money, not much money to spend, feel bad to let people pay also. So rather reject those appoinment. But since I will leave very soon, bankrupt also never mind already, haha..

They said I sure very happy because I can own a room of my own, and bathroom of my own in my UK hostel. No need to live in narrow room again. Actually narrow also never mind la, as long as happy, have people chat with me, play with me, let me scold, hahaha..

Is kinda happy today!!

Bought something that I love very much!!

Hehe..

Learn to serious when the topic is not respect people

I always laugh or smile, father said it is very immature. I always laugh or smile even I not happy. It is because wanted to hide my feeling or avoid embarrassment. But it is not useful because others will thought you are interested in that, or not care of that issue very much.

But I really cannot do that again next time, when they talk about those things that is very immoral, or hurting others. Their personality is still the same, cannot be change. Of course they can get pleasure from their immoral behaviour, just care for their own feeling, but I just know that everything that they do is under the eyes of the god. They will get punished or have to carry the responsibility of what they have done.

When they did those or thinking to do those immoral thing, they never think about others, and still think that they are very high class or proud of their behaviour. I started felt that our distance is further and further apart. They wont be shame of talking about those thing also, and never consider that others may not agree with their thought. They thought as long as they have money, then they can do every immoral things already.

Personality is actually couldnt be changed, unless they get punished from their behaviour. They can change their behaviour to become better for awhile, but not for whole life.

No wonder someone famous said: "We can change everything surrounding you, but we cannot change your personality. Your personality decide what is your future luck".

Conclusion for those people who hurt and take advantage from others: you can do whatever you like, just like what you said: I dont think so much, no need to think, just take it easy. But you know these behaviour hurt people. Then one day, do not blame others for ignore you, or why you lost all your belonging, because you have never care and appreciate it. Change your behavior to save your future before it become too late. ^^

Finally I see it..

Before this, I always wait for my future. Now, I can see my future already. I am really very happy.

Because all these is just very near to me already right now.

I am happy because many things become alright when I really need it. I thought I cannot get it, but thanks god for helping me to reach my dreams in the very important moment, although I have worry and sad for cannot meet that, dissapointed, and even frustrated. Many people that I trust betrayed me, and I started know who is the one who will always support me. I am very naive, I thought people will treat you good when you treat them good, but it is wrong. Now I realise that we cannot expect any others.

Perhaps, I am a very lucky girl, the road very smooth. Everytime I worry, till the end also will turn it become smooth. Thanks everyone who have helped me.^^

Luck is really very important!

I am very touch, really very touch, and I felt that the door is always open for me when all others door is close. It seems like wanted me to understand more about the reality, dark side of human, and bad intention of others. Then only save me from the hell. I learned a lot from all these experience. I dont hope to experience all these bitter experience again.

梁静茹-原來你也唱過我的歌

This is a cantonese song which I like very much!^^

The first cantonese I heard from Fish Leong~~

My dear friend, ^^

Hello, my friend. Do not miss me so much when I go to UK.

If you miss me very much, you can come visit my blog. ^^

When I come back, we go sing k, starbuck drink coffee, go restaurant or go travel go play, chit chit chat chat again,^^ haha..

Sea life

Life inside the water.

I love this turtle, I remember that when I was young, my uncle house have feed a turtle, very old already, but now they give the turtle to others already, miss the turtle very much also.

Last time I thought these grass wont move themselve one, but when started grow up only know they can move themselve.

I love to see these, feel calm after see these photo.

Last time I want to visit the aquarium at klcc, but didnt visit at the end, because my friend didnt have so many money, if accompany inside the aquarium, my friend will bankrup, so I do not want my friend accompany to go inside. Although my friend keep say its ok, but I dont want make my friend bankrup. So didnt visit at the end also. haha..

But I saw this seastar with other friend in a trip, factory trip. She dare to take and touch the sea star but I not dare. Haha. I just dare to see. Can see I already feel very happy, haha..^^

Mummy bought a big luggage to me, ^^

The luggage worth 500ringgit leh! Is polo one! Is this design. ^^

But actually I prefer the Hush Puppy, haha, dont know why?

I prefer blue or other color bright a bit or include a little color that I like rather than chocolate, but actually chocolate color also not bad actually.

So I shouldnt complain so much, I am very happy because the quality of this luggage is really very good. I love it!!^^

Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事

Enjoy this song very much.^^ Very nice song, and got handsome man and pretty girl inside. Handsome man and pretty girl still look very nice even they wear eye glasses.*o*







Like her very much especially when she dress ancient cloth, make up like ancient people.^^

Dont know english, how????

I ask gogo, gogo.. cham lo, I do not know listen to their english, when I study at UK how?

Can I keep say pardon? Can you repeat again? Can you speak slower? I dont understand what are talking about la!

Haha, gogo said: you ask them write on paper, then if you do not understand then find dictionary, hahaha..

Haha, so now I ask him to download more english movie like The Lord of The Ring to let us watch, and some other cartoon like toy story 3 to improve my english. hehe..

Watch tvb movie is one type of enjoy..

Watching how clever is them, what special idea come out from them. It is really rare that have such clever people that have lots of idea when there seems like no hope at all.

Haha, but that seems like a talent that borned, cannot be learnt.

Kinda satisfied with my song box music..hehe..

Actually is copy from my friend blog, he put very nice songs, so I just copy it. Hehe..

I am a person who likes nice music very much. Dislike noisy songs.

Songs can makes a person happy also unhappy. Perhaps these 3 songs also very nice,^^

Therefore, my gogo likes to post songs in my friendster comment there, let me listen gao gao!! haha..

There is still a long road to go..

We cant see our future, but every step we walk, we can know a bit of our near future..

So we just need to do well of our now, then no need to worry too much of the future.

Today is a beautiful day, ^^

Every minute we have to live happily also. People say tomorrow will be better. Why don't they say today will be a good day? Everyday also feel nice, so lets your day become meaningful and happy everyday,^^



Be a happy rabbit,^^

Today I am a professional photograper and beautician

I help my sister take amazing photo. The photo must be glamour. This is super challenging for us that are normally very conservative.

We took photo in KLCC, I was happy because we success take a glamour photo at the end. She be the model. This is her coursework. I think she should be confident now because under my professional cosmetic skill and photoshoot skill, she praise by many ham sap lou, haha. Another thing is that she was the focus of everyone there.^^

Maybe I should go to help people make up and photo shoot, haha.. No need study already!!

Calm life is not easy..

If I can live in a very calm situation and environment should be very happy and enjoy. But it is impossible for me right now. There are too many things bother me. Human are not live for ourselve only, unless you are going to release everthing.



Wish me can do it one day..

Rich is not easy if you are not born in rich family

He rich is because he can invent the special machine by himself. He made the special plastic flower that no one have by making a machine himself. He use his special machine to make special flowers shape. First, you have to know about how to make a machine to become rich.



Bill Gate become rich is because he successful create and invent microsoft.

To become super rich, what stuff have you invent? ^^

I lose a chance to win toto!!!

I bought 2 times toto only, but never win. Therefore I do not buy anymore after that.

Then after one week I saw a car infront of me, the number is the number I bought. Then I flip through the newspaper, then I found that my number appears in the first prizes of toto. I was so sad, because once I do not buy, then open directly, T.T.

Now, I no buy toto anymore. This is because toto is always open your number when you do not buy.

Love

I accidently found this special love picture, love it so much.

Today I went to court..

I thought I won't go to court this life unless I visited them or go to sue someone.

Today, the reason I went to court was to translate my birth cert into English in order to apply visa to fly to United Kingdom. I started take bus at 12pm to centre market to the court. When I reached there at 12.30pm, the man asked me to wait till 2pm. This is because they are rest at 12pm, then will translate for me at 1pm, then I can get it at 2pm. Sadly when I came back to him, he said not yet finished translated yet. Then I get my birth cert at 3pm.

My friend translate the birth cert by only 25ringgit. While I have used 70ringgit to translate the birth cert. I asked the man why my friend only need 25ringgit? He said it is because she do the translation directly in high court. I can do it in high court in Putrajaya or Jalan Duta, but since the teksi fare is so expensive and take too long time to go there from centre market; therefore I just make the translation in centre market court reluctantly. While waiting for them to translate for me, I shopping to nearer shopping market myself.

Finally I got the translated birth cert at 3pm. There are still a lots of documents that I need to used to apply visa, aiks..

My lovely laptop

This is my lovely laptop. I really treat my laptop very nice, but I don't understand that why my laptop always spoil compare to other Vaio users. When I asked this question to the seller when I took my laptop for them to fix last time when my laptop spoilt, they told me that many vaio buyers also compliant about my model of laptop spoil easily. Therefore all that happen is not because I do not know how to take care of my laptop, just that is my luck too good.

Today, I feel very lucky because my laptop spoil again. At first I was planned to blame my sister click somthing wrong on my laptop, thus makes my laptop spoilt, but I realized that I was the last user not my sister, therefore I really very confuse about the reason that makes my laptop spoil. After that my brother came out and helped me.

He has learned about hardware of computer, therefore he is a computer expert for me. He checked the computer for me. I told him that all my songs, pictures and documents has losed. He asked me to checked the harddisk space, then I found that the space didn't reduce. When we checked the document, it shows bluetooth exchange folder while the other documents all loses. Therefore my brother asked me to turned off the bluetooth. Finally, my laptop shows up blue background and restart itself. Then we concluded that the problem was caused by the bluetooth and waited the computer restart successfully.

Unfortunately, my computer not able to restart successfully. Therefore I have to take my laptop to sony centre or times square to fix. I asked my brother, how come the computer can spoil without reason? He said it is because sometimes computer can occur errors by itself. Now the only people can help me is those computer experts who can get into safe mode of command and find out those document; then copy it out from my laptop into other pendrive, by key in the correct link of the location of the files in my computer.

Now I wish my laptop can be fixed without necessary to format my laptop, wish me luck.

Me right now..

When the earthquake and tsunami happened in Japan, I feel be a Malaysian is quite lucky. Although there is a bit unfair in this country, but here do not have those natural disaster happens. Therefore I feel lucky.

I feel that I am really a very lucky gal adi, I have a nice and health family, gud fren, a nice look, nice height, not very poor family, moderate IQ and some very nice people treat me very gud. I really feel very warm and happy.

When me stay at home, I watch movie with family, when I feel bored or stress, I will go sing k and shopping with frens, when I have nothing to do, I go help people, when I work, got others saleswomen chat with me, I am really appreciate those who accompany me that makes me feel warm, n_n.. And also happy can have some frens that have lots of knowledge keep telling me those news and history of the world, and also new technology, U know la, I seldom read newspaper, I dun like reading textbook and newspaper one, and also lazy online search information and watch news.

In this moment, I feel that I am adi own too many compare to some others who are very poor, disable, have lots of disease one, lost family and home one, and those who being betrayed by others one especially their love and trusted.

I wish all human can also do more gud deed and receive more gud luck and gud ending in the end. ^^ When every human also can put effort in care and love the others and love the earth, then the world would be very beautiful and peace, fill with hapiness. ^^

Listen to ur heart, wat u really want?

Actually everyone also have correct intuition..

As long as u listen to ur heart..in a silent place.. think everthing by urself.. sumtimes ppl ask god to have some idea.. But they dun knw god may not always there to help u, the one can help u is urself..



everything u do must have all consideration..all the risk and possible successful rate..

My wish will comes true soon, ^^

Within 2 years, I think everything wil be accomplish.. haha..

I wan to play horse, haha..



I wan to travel uk, haha.. this may 28 adi can accomplish, ^^

yahoo!

Cant describe the happiness within my heart right now, I have work hard for so so long, just wait to see these, and now the dreams is just right in front of me..

and no more worry, I pass all smoothly..

And I apprecaite very much to my family, gogo jie jie baby and baba mama.. and my friends, lecturers.. and myself, ^^ and lovely god..

^^

Me at Dong Zen temple..

n_n.. Like the environment there..

Like a picture..

Really graduate from advance this time, so so happee..

I hope I can have a health body, I scare my weak body will stop me or disturb me from work and study at the same time.. Cz I hope I can have nice result in my degree.

I will miss home very very much, I have to leave home 3month this time, to pursue my dream

I love her so much..

I love her serious when singingsong, no wonder she won the first prize in xingguang bang la.. Like her talent in create a song.. Really like her very much..

At first I dun understandwhy Lin Yu Qun cannotwin in xing guang bang, cz I feel his voice is very special, but at last I knew the winner is Xu Jia Ying, I so shock, no wonder he lost la, haha..

Her voice makes me feel want to listen few more times than other singer..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qGWPE2kCoc

Gogo..

Happy chinese new year to gogo..