Finally I see it..

Before this, I always wait for my future. Now, I can see my future already. I am really very happy.

Because all these is just very near to me already right now.

I am happy because many things become alright when I really need it. I thought I cannot get it, but thanks god for helping me to reach my dreams in the very important moment, although I have worry and sad for cannot meet that, dissapointed, and even frustrated. Many people that I trust betrayed me, and I started know who is the one who will always support me. I am very naive, I thought people will treat you good when you treat them good, but it is wrong. Now I realise that we cannot expect any others.

Perhaps, I am a very lucky girl, the road very smooth. Everytime I worry, till the end also will turn it become smooth. Thanks everyone who have helped me.^^

Luck is really very important!

I am very touch, really very touch, and I felt that the door is always open for me when all others door is close. It seems like wanted me to understand more about the reality, dark side of human, and bad intention of others. Then only save me from the hell. I learned a lot from all these experience. I dont hope to experience all these bitter experience again.